The story begins..

You're the one who made my world gone crazy. You always cheered me when I'm sad. You were there when I needed you. You always lend me your hands, legs and ears just to helped and listened to what I say. You taught me so many things. To me, you're my first love. I kept saying to myself that you are first and last. You're almost perfect to me. I never get treated like you did. I felt like I'm a princess and I'm so lucky to have you. I planned that one day I'll graduate with you and take a picture together on that day. And I also dreamed to get married with you. Then.. everything's changed when you made decision to pursued your study in degree. Things are harder than I thought. My life turned upside down. I've become an independent. It's really sad when I took a test. I wish you were here. You were always there to helped me when I can't answer any question. You even put your papers up so that I can see it. It feels like it happened yesterday. If you still here with me, I know things doesn't turn out this way. We will be happy as always. You've changed. You used to be cool person, nice and sweet. Now you turned to be a mad guy. It seems that I never know you. You told me you don't like to see me crying, but you always make me cried. I missed your message tone (Marry you) and your name doesn't appear on my phone screen anymore. I'll be waiting for your text. I realized something.. if you still love me, you will try to get back to me. I'm not ready to see you leave and we can work it out somehow. I don't see negative things about you. If there is, I just keep my eyes closed cause I really want to be with you. Everyday I pray to God that one day you'll be cool to me.